What is next?

A lot of changes recently, really big ones.

Why I am 32 years old and still trying to figure out what I want to do in my life?  In some ways it seems like I have been thrown a curve ball. Ever since I could remember I wanted to be a teacher and a mommy. I did teach for a while and I actually feel as if I have crossed that off my bucket list. I would actually like to try some different things now. Now being a mom is something I really don’t have control over. I am TTC and if I was in control I would have had a child or three by now. I had always wanted eight. I actually think this is unfair. Most kids change their mind about what they want to do several times. I never did. I always wanted to teach and be a mommy since first grade. No other career interested me. Now at 32, I want a change. Not a change from the mommy thing. I actually think I want that more than ever now. I don’t think I actually want to be in front of a classroom. But the thing is, what do I want to do?

These are several ideas I have thought about recently:

Event planner

Professional organizer

Independent Disney travel agent

Professional scrapbook designer

As you can see, not that many ideas have come over me.

Guess I am going to have to do some research.